Okay so hi guys, im sorry for neglecting this for 9 months alr . so many things happened in this 9 months. People come and go, people stayed and people betray you . Things sometimes wont go as we want but still this is life. So i shall just share what i've been going thru. xx And i would say im definitely not who i was in the beginning .
On to my first point, July 2014 was th time where we took over th prefectorial board , becoming th excos. even tho i didnt get th position i originally wanted but im still satisfied that im actually one of th excos despite th things i've done. Things changed from then on . even till now positions were changed. having to be in th exco is not easy, all th stress we hav to plan th different events arent as easy as you think. i planned th prefect camp 2014 with my committee. it isnt perfect but i can see th effort my team is putting in and also glad to see that everyone enjoyed th camp despite having hiccups in between . our latest and th last event is YOOP 2015 which stands for Yuying (sec) One Orientation Programme. this event is planned by all th sec 4s, th biggest event becus it doesnt only hav prefects but also the new sec 1s that joined our sch . im really glad th event went well and everyone enjoyed their time during th SHINENIGHT . th sec 4s did something different this yr and yes its something worth remembering . :-) and yes, i will surely miss planning tgt wif my prefects :-(
2nd point, things changes, people too . some stayed while some left . those who left, i've learn to cherish ppl arnd me more and thanks to them i realised who my true friends are . true friends are to stay thru when you are going thru ups & downs . those who didnt stay aren't ur true friends or i would say fake friends. recently i just realised who are my true friends and who arent, quarrels come along and we would get upset by one another and of course hatred comes along as well. but i've learnt to forgive them. Without forgiveness or unable to forgive in life, ur Christian faith is a lie. We hav to love others like how God loves us even tho they did something bad to us. "A new commandment i give to you, that you love one another; just as i have loved you, you also are to love one another" John 13:34 . Not only i've learnt to love others despite what they hav done , forgiveness hav to come in as well . This word has struck me so hard during Holy Spirit Night during LSBC Youth Camp. God allowed me to forgive those i couldnt forgive previously and yes i know He wants me to do so because that's what He did for us . Even when we sin , He still forgives us and love us like how He always does. " Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love " 1 John 4:8.
Onto th nxt point, im really blessed by th people around me , be it friends in sch or people i know from church . New people came into my life, and i just dont hope they would leave like how others did. but im sure God brought them into my life for a reason . and yes , if u're wondering if im attached or not thru my whatsapp status . yes im attached . Im sure God has a reason for bringing th both of us tgt . im just glad that i hav him in my life . Im really blessed . " We love because he first loved us " 1 John 4:19 . even tho there are problems going on in City Harvest Church , but that doesnt stop me from going there. I choose what i believe in , and i choose what i want to do . (( and those who are just curious , im currently going to 2 church . One is LSBC and th other one is CHC ))
Last point for this post , i always doubt myself if i can cope with all th responsibility im given and also my studies . This yr is my O Lvl yr , everything is so rushed . Im afraid that i cant catch up , im afraid in everything . " Am i able to achieve th grade i want at th end of th day ? Am i capable ? Do i deserve everything ? Am i suppose to do this ? Am i or not ? " These are th frequent questions that has been going thru my mind for th past few weeks . And only until ytd , th sermon strikes me so hard that it makes me realise that i've been neglecting God in all these . God is always there to hear our rantings, be there when we needed Him. God will always accept us even if we are messed up . " All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me i will never cast out " John 6:37 . We just hav to believe in God in whatever we do. " He was foreknown before the foundation of the world but was made manifest in the last times for the sake of you who through Him are believers in God, who raised Him from the dead and gave him glory, so that your faith and hope are in God. " 1 Peter 1:20-21
Im ending this post with something for you guys . With faith, nothing is impossible . Encourage one another because encourage is th entry of courage and the pouring in of courage . " For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope . then you will call upon me and come and pray to me and i will hear you. " Jeremiah 29:11-12
God has plans for each and everyone of us , he even has th future planned for us . We just has to trust , believe and have for faith in Him . :-)
xxx So thanks for reading ~ love you guys . :* Will be back soon with another post i promise ! :-) xxx
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